This is my world right now. I’m in this exact feeling, running over and over again what I have packed, what I need, what needs mending or tending.
I was supposed to leave several days ago but work stuff has kept me here. It’s incredibly frustrating, and though I’m very happy to be employed right now I am severely antsy.
When you’re getting ready for a trip, your mind is in two places. Seeing all the little nit-picky things that need to be done, and on the horizon. The too-near and the too-far. You lose the moment, the right in front of you, the ability to just take one step at a time.